Its Not Over Poem

sorry for what ive done to you,
Can you Forgive me?
For You its over, but for me its not!
i still lovin you.. but you?
all our memories, happiness and loneliness,
tears, smiles, cry, laugh,
PLEASE COME BACK! :(
i miss you a LOT!

as i've said, its not over,
for me "past is PAST",
if You're DISAPPOINTED, sorry.
i've CRIED for you,
i've laugh for you,
i've CHANGED, Just for you!
Now im ALONE, just because of you,
Now im alone WITHOUT you,

If i died today, what will you do?
Come after or pretend that NOTHING happened?
Yes, i LOVE you, after you love me,
I wish I'm a GRASS,
So i can CUT myself,
You're so important to me,
I don't know if i'll be okay,
You're traded EVERYTHING just for me,
I NEVER realized that.

I Love you, I hate you,
My Only wish for now,
TO BE WITH YOU,
This all seasons had been a NIGHTMARE for me,
With this Life of mine,
EVERYTHING had CHANGE

You remove my worries,
I've throwed my dreams,
Since I've done this,
Im Lonely for time being,
My SUNSHINE become my NIGHT,
My HAPPINESS become a CRAP,
Plenty lies passed by,

You're not here,
Im ALONE waiting,
For YOU to COME BACK,
I KNOW, you can tell, I LOVE YOU,
I KNOW you can FEEL it too,
But Please, dont leave me here,
Because You know i love you,
Thanks For everything, i miss You