Monday 10 January 2011

KENAPA HARUS?

hukum karma sentiasa berbalik2.. xperlu nak mnunjuk2 sangat... rsa SEMPURNA , xpnah wat salah , itulah tjdi kat sstgh manusia... puas ka hati kita stakat mulut mnyumpah n mnjatuh org lain @ dgn tgn yg menaip meluahkan rasa x puas hati? looser enough smpi xdpt nak menerima CABARAN.. ALLAHUALLAM! semoga ALLAH sahaja menukar hati mereka yg busuk itu..

buat laa smua DENDAM smpi hati sendiri puas(PERNAHKAH PUAS????) , tuhan msih ada n adil.. klu sy buat salah, sy dpt DOSA... buat apa manusia nak mgadili manusia, sudah tahu mereka buat salah n xdpt dtegur biarkan laa saja... ada pula yg suka merasa diri mereka TUHAN... ntah knp, CKUP PUASKAH HATI MEREKA BERBUAT BGITU??? biarlah, itu mereka... Kalau bercakap pasal agama dia yg melebih, tpi bila tiba mslh yg mndatang, mula laa bertanduk.. jika dibandingkan saudara kita yg MATI di medan perperangan, siapakah yg lbih teruk??.. sini kita di malaysia, baru kerna satu perkara bernama CINTA, segalanya sanggup dibuat bagi memuaskan hati... hahaha.. manusia manusia...

aku biakan semua perkara berlalu... aku pergi meninggalkan suatu kenangan tnpa kata2, ttpi ada juga pihak mnyatakan SEGALANYA ttg lemahku bila aku pergi meninggalkan mereka...sma seperti dealing with DEVIL kan? every lost has it COST??  terima kasih kerna tidak memahami situasi AKHIR2 ini... engkau sememangnya manusia TERBAIK DIDUNIA

Iya, rambut sama hitam, hati lain2... kalau jenis yg pndendam, yg suka memarahi org melebihi batas, buat apa aku memilih sebagai teman lagi.. sma saja berteman dengan SYAITAN klu begitu... sudahku bagi masa n berfikir juga, supaya dia berubah baik dimata org tua ku dahulu... mgkin org tuaku telah lama menilai pelbagai sikapnya, bkn kerna diriku sendiri yg tidak mahu bersamanya, BUKAN.. org tua bukan bdoh menilai, lbih2 lagi KELUARGA YG PUAS MENDAPAT KESUSAHAN dan KECELAKAAN seperti diriku.. Bagaimanapun aku tetap mendoakan kebahagiaan n perubahan nya.. bukan seperti manusia lain yg hnya melayan perasaan DENDAM!

hey Awang faisal bin awang abdul rahman (diriku sendiri), aku memang manusia daif serba kekurangan..aku tidak lari membuat masalah, aku sedar aku hanya manusia... bukannya malaikat ataupun tuhan sendiri... Sebagaimana jua aku membuat salah, seperti itu lah aku akan menerima hukumanNYA, aku BERSEDIA! AMIN YA RABAAL AL AMIN...
 Akan tetapi, AKU BERTEKAD UNTUK BERUBAH KEARAH KEBAIKKAN, KEBAHAGIAAN, dan KEAMANAN.. Bukan PERBALAHAN!

Sunday 5 December 2010

perhaps... :) this lyrics really understand me

Two Is Better Than One Lyrics[ft. Taylor Swift]


I remember what you wore on the first day


You came into my life and I thought"Hey, you know, this could be something"'


Cause everything you do and words you say


You know that it all takes my breath away


And now I'm left with nothing





So maybe it's true


That I can't live without you


And maybe two is better than one


But there's so much time


To figure out the rest of my life


And you've already got me coming undone


And I'm thinking two is better than one





I remember every look upon your face


The way you roll your eyes


The way you taste


You make it hard for breathing'


Cause when I close my eyes and drift away


I think of you and everything's okay


I'm finally now believing





That maybe it's true


That I can't live without you


And maybe two is better than one


But there's so much time


To figure out the rest of my life


And you've already got me coming undone


And I'm thinking two is better than one





I remember what you wore on the first day


You came into my life and I thought,


"Hey,"Maybe it's true


That I can't live without you


Maybe two is better than one


But there's so much time


To figure out the rest of my life


And you've already got me coming undone


And I'm thinking I can't live without you


'Cause, baby, two is better than one


But there's so much time


To figure out the rest of my life


But I'll figure it out


When all is said and done "Two is better than oneTwo is better than one"





JUST WANTED TO KNW THIS LYRIC IS FOR HER ALWAYS!

cold n empty... = sad

i cant do nothing but sit here waiting n accepting challenge from the only one GOD... i cant touch the Angel as filth i am is, even angel see me as a pile of dirt... something is impossible but im still tryin to do the best... to make everything change... I still x knw wht my fault is, tht i cant feel any TRUE happiness inside me... Dear god, im begging you, give me some light.. :( ( my heart is crying out)

i cant fake it, i'l try to be the best,  but evil will come to make everything destroyed.. I x knw wht my fault to God or yet this EARTH… until everything tht ill ever wanted comes with a price.. SHOULD I BE HAPPY WITH THAT??

I x knw, everyday my heart is still cryin out for something  tht I really wished for.. is it enough for me just stay in this hall of thorns?  Still, I’ll be happy just for ‘some’ time, might be needing a permanent one, but its hard to get (seems impossible)…  

Now, im missing every best moment of my life, but its all messed up… need the new one but  its end before the blink of an eye… will there be the one who always stick with me? make me happy, warm me, make myself feel being loved? in short, faithful n sweetest love for me??

Friday 19 November 2010

Its Not Over Poem

sorry for what ive done to you,
Can you Forgive me?
For You its over, but for me its not!
i still lovin you.. but you?
all our memories, happiness and loneliness,
tears, smiles, cry, laugh,
PLEASE COME BACK! :(
i miss you a LOT!

as i've said, its not over,
for me "past is PAST",
if You're DISAPPOINTED, sorry.
i've CRIED for you,
i've laugh for you,
i've CHANGED, Just for you!
Now im ALONE, just because of you,
Now im alone WITHOUT you,

If i died today, what will you do?
Come after or pretend that NOTHING happened?
Yes, i LOVE you, after you love me,
I wish I'm a GRASS,
So i can CUT myself,
You're so important to me,
I don't know if i'll be okay,
You're traded EVERYTHING just for me,
I NEVER realized that.

I Love you, I hate you,
My Only wish for now,
TO BE WITH YOU,
This all seasons had been a NIGHTMARE for me,
With this Life of mine,
EVERYTHING had CHANGE

You remove my worries,
I've throwed my dreams,
Since I've done this,
Im Lonely for time being,
My SUNSHINE become my NIGHT,
My HAPPINESS become a CRAP,
Plenty lies passed by,

You're not here,
Im ALONE waiting,
For YOU to COME BACK,
I KNOW, you can tell, I LOVE YOU,
I KNOW you can FEEL it too,
But Please, dont leave me here,
Because You know i love you,
Thanks For everything, i miss You