Sunday 5 December 2010

cold n empty... = sad

i cant do nothing but sit here waiting n accepting challenge from the only one GOD... i cant touch the Angel as filth i am is, even angel see me as a pile of dirt... something is impossible but im still tryin to do the best... to make everything change... I still x knw wht my fault is, tht i cant feel any TRUE happiness inside me... Dear god, im begging you, give me some light.. :( ( my heart is crying out)

i cant fake it, i'l try to be the best,  but evil will come to make everything destroyed.. I x knw wht my fault to God or yet this EARTH… until everything tht ill ever wanted comes with a price.. SHOULD I BE HAPPY WITH THAT??

I x knw, everyday my heart is still cryin out for something  tht I really wished for.. is it enough for me just stay in this hall of thorns?  Still, I’ll be happy just for ‘some’ time, might be needing a permanent one, but its hard to get (seems impossible)…  

Now, im missing every best moment of my life, but its all messed up… need the new one but  its end before the blink of an eye… will there be the one who always stick with me? make me happy, warm me, make myself feel being loved? in short, faithful n sweetest love for me??

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